hmm...it is the first time i write in english style..i know its need many repairs..but..the first step is TRY...
if we talk about what do you want to be in the future...i have some stories...
when i was young...exactly still in playgroup..my teacher always asked me a question..."what do you want to be in the future??"..with my innocent, i said that i want to be a doctor..haha...of course it only the effect of Susan's song...hmm...i have been remembering that song until now...
still in elementary school..i was in the 6 th grades, the last grade before you go to the Junior High School...that time I only thought to graduated and got the good score...that time i met him...my teacher...the class gurdian...his name is Mr Hadi...he was very patient...he made me loves Math...he made me understand that Math was very interesting...he made me play with Math..and i am still love Math until now...
In the Senior high school, I declarated that I want become a Math teacher..so, I prepared to come in Science class. My school prepared three kind of Majors that are Science, Social and Language. In the 11 st grades, I joined the science class..Unfortunately, my math teacher in senior high school not really made me feel the miracle of Math..it just feel, nothing happens with Math..it was only number and number..But, fortunately, I had a good score in Math..then, I met Chemical..hmm...I felt interesting with Chemical...I confused choosing between two..of course it only happens in my head...silly girl...
Actually, I don't really care about math or chemical..I decided to became a teacher whatever its major. I was in the 12 rd grades when I wrote my recommendation letter to get chance to go to Universitas Sebelas Maret with Math Major, but..my bad habits, always felt lose even before the competition..I canceled it and try to IPB with no majors..my friends with good ability in Math tried to signing in Universitas Sebelas Maret too..so hopeless..
if we talk about what do you want to be in the future...i have some stories...
when I was in elementary school...i realized that i can't became a doctor...it happened when my school made an event to it student...every student got an immunization injection...huaahhh...that event really made my heart thumping pumping...because i was affraid in blood and needle...when i see blood, my chilling always stands up...so..with my 95% confidende level, i canceled my desire become a doctors...
In my junior high school...I was craziest about Math...I always did the task, even before the teacher ordered...my teacher, Mr. Heri always gave me special task..of course its different from my friends..when I was in 8 th grades, Mr Heri asked me to join Math competition..but I rejected, because i have no confident to against my senior in 9 th grades. In the final test, i got the perfect score of the Math exam...that time..i really want became a teacher..especially Math teacher...
then..I ended up in Statistics Major in IPB..hmm..no too bad...statistics is part of Math..so I started to join Statistics World...It is not good...but very good...I love this world...I love Statistics..there is no regrets in my life to choosed this way...
But...my desire to be a teacher had not yet to become reality...I have stucked in this way...I really don't know what must I do now...I have worked, but I feel its wrong...I know that I just need to be brave to take the opportunity...but...its more simple to talk...
I just know that I love academic field..and I feel that life becomes more to life when I reached it...I hope so..
